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Been a while, huh?


I thought I might make this an extra-special blog post and summarise… everything regarding my current project here. There’ll be a changelog, a Q&A, an explanation of my madness, all that fun stuff. We’ll cap it off with a quick art share, too.


List of changes (Japanese 101)


Added Follow the Steps/Personalise

Edited spelling of “Personalise” to follow British English

Changed colour of Discover to be less of an eyesore

Follow the Steps is now blue, and Personalise is now purple to represent “bringing Discover and Follow the Steps together”

Refined grammar, changed wording around


Still have not added recording, was unable to fit that in


Note: You might find it hard to do the packet due to some weird formatting with the pictures and such. That one’s my bad, I chose to make this presentation “pretty” over “functional” in regards to imagery. Since this is a theoretical “what it should look like”, I’m sure SelfDesign could come up with a way to get them to stay without having to resort to weird methods like I did.


Note 2: The Japanese 101 course has two “versions” - the one uploaded for sharing to my classmates is a comparatively unfinished version to the Personal Project one. This is because I had to split the document in order to get it to show up (one on my SelfDesign account and one on my personal), which made it hard to keep ping-ponging between the two. Please refer to the Personal Project version for marking purposes.


My Project Reasoning (Part 2)


I’d like to refer back to my original Project Reasoning document because I feel like that one is still incredibly relevant, and it saves me time by not having to reiterate what I’ve already said.


This project was, essentially, made to show how a quality challenge with multiple learning resources can be created in a short amount of time. I think, when you put all the work I did on this challenge into one sitting (as I did it in short bursts due to middling motivation to do anything), it took me nine-ish hours? It’s not hard to collect a bunch of resources. It’s not hard to make it appealing for most people.

Q&A Time


Q: What is something you wished to include?


Voice recordings. I really wanted to include voice recordings (and a tutorial with the PDF, though I’m afraid that still isn’t working), but I just didn’t have the time due to… a lot. It was just a lot.


Q: How did you demonstrate your prototype making skills?


I made a prototype. Yay.


Q: Where do you think you went above and beyond?


I think just… making the full challenge was what went above and beyond, honestly. This entire thing felt like a culmination of all my Japanese learning (so far, at least!) and I’m proud of it. I’m literally so proud of it that I had multiple people check it over, I consulted with the same people who helped to make the Discover section so good, and… yeah.


Q: Why make this instead of your game prototype?


Because I wanted to, and the game prototype ran into a lot of unexpected (mainly pandemic related) issues.


Q: How is this involved with English 12?


You may see below that I want this marked with English 12. It’s mainly because, well… I kinda wanna just show off my Japanese 101 thing? But it also has some nice English in there. Maybe not creative writing, but it’s certainly the English language.


Q: Any additional comments?


This project connects with English 12 and I’d like for it to be graded there too. Nothing much else to say, honestly.


Oh, and here’s some art. No context, just thought it might be nice to share some sketches I didn’t get to during the school year.







And... yeah, that about wraps this entire thing up. I honestly wish I had more to say, but I'm very, very burnt out at this point. I'm gonna retire out in the Maldives or something after all that, get a nice cabana on the beach and forget about life's troubles.

This blog might get occasional updates with things I'm interested in... maybe. Who knows. I'll probably just forget about it and then remember it exists in 10 years, get a wave of nostalgia and cringe at my past self. I'm calling it right now.
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Oh dear, here we go again.

First off, I’m sorry to disappoint that there’s no game demo or anything of the sort yet. I was planning to work on it, then my life kinda just… ack. I blame the infectious disease that shall not be named here.


Either way, I still did prepare something pretty special regarding my game.


This is an audio drama, based around one of the many ideas I was throwing around. I know I didn’t mention it in the last one, or if I did I forgot and I am way too lazy to read through my essay on the last one, so I thought I’d mention it here. The other idea I had was a sort of… strategy game? Or some sort of mix between the Dark Souls formula and a traditional JRPG (Japanese Roleplaying Game) like Final Fantasy, where you have a team instead of one person.


So, really, you can take it as a prototype for what the dialogue would look like. It’s kinda rough around the edges, but damn am I proud of it.


I enlisted the help of my friends to complete this, and surprisingly, we got everything done pretty quickly. Like, I’m talking two days from when the script was finished quickly. The only problem was on my end, where I had to wait for a microphone cord. Long story, I’m not gonna get into it. Just know that I got the cord (and the lines) finished in time for this.


And now, the long awaited reveal…


Vs. The Tsar - Audio Drama


I had so fun with all of this - credits are in the description, by the way. Go check out my friends!! They’re cool and I appreciate them for helping me with this!!! Back on topic however, I think the most challenging part for me was all the audio editing. God, that takes… so long. Like, hours upon hours of work long. I might've just cut corners by making the picture for the video something I grabbed off my computer in 5 seconds.


But I got it done, and that’s what matters.

How did I do it?


Now, onto the methods to my absolute madness of a project.


So, as I mentioned, I enlisted the help of multiple voice actors for this project. I allowed each to audition with a single line from the page, then I cast each one accordingly and did live directing with them. Now, if that doesn’t really clue you in, in the realm of fan projects, there’s a thing called “live directing”. It’s where the director of the project sits with you and goes over the lines, one by one, telling you how they should be said.


For professional voice over, this is a no-brainer. But in the world of fan projects, you would not believe the amount of times I have been given a project, only to be on my own in terms of script.


My next order of business?


I told them to modify the script however they please, so long as it fits the character. If they didn’t want to, that’s fine, but so long as they had fun, I was happy.


And oh boy howdy did they go the extra mile. Every single one of them had a moment where they laughed, or they just… had fun with it! That’s what made me have fun with this, really.


I gave them some basic context on the characters and the situation, and I told them to let their minds wander with it. The voice actors really came up with some unique touches, especially the actor for the main villain. He had so, so much fun playing The Tsar, and I don’t think I’ve heard him have that much fun with any other project.


However, I only gave them basic context for a reason. That, my dear reader, was to get their imaginations going. The characters were intentionally described in very simplified ways on the audition page, so as to give a general guideline for the character, but not so much that it would inhibit the creativeness of the VAs.


Was my experiment successful?


Yeah, I’d say so! I mean, I got everyone to have fun with it, and I gave them a test in their improv skills. It was also, honestly, a little bit of a bonding moment between us all. Admittedly, I was super nervous showing this to them, but they were all patient with me and we all did the best we could. Which is all I could ever ask for, really.


As I’ve been mentioning both, however, here are the links for the audition page and the original script.


Here's the audition page.


Here's the script.


If you listen to the audio drama in tandem with reading the script, you’ll notice… many, many changes that the VAs made, and for the better, in my honest opinion. Also, a lot of cut content too, mainly regarding the two characters The Archmage and The Swordsman.

To cut a long story short, I was going to voice The Archmage, with the voice of The Prince, Gale, as The Swordsman. Unfortunately, on my end, I had a few audio hiccups which didn't let me complete my role as The Archmage. The Swordsman, on the other hand, had one line that was glitched. So, I decided to scrap both of them, for the sake of getting this in on time too.

Which, that itself is an important thing to note. Many, many, many games have cut content. Some, more than others. But any game really has cut content, even if it's not available on the surface. So, really, you could call this the first instance of lost content in my game prototype.


So, hey, I suppose that means we're really on our way to getting this off the ground if there's already cut content!

... I do hope everyone picked up the sarcasm in that one.

Either way, I do suppose there's one very important question on everyone's mind.

What's the story here?

Oh boy, the story. 

Well, to quickly summarize it, the main story of the audio drama is a very typical one - two kingdoms are at war, and we are looking at it from a sort of "birds eye view".

I don't wanna go too much into it, because I think that keeping the story vague is... the point here. All that needs to be known is that this is a war, and more so a demo of a game feature. That being a conversation feature I had in mind, where the player units can converse with an enemy before combat occurs. After that, they'll begin battle.

Which is also why I included a little sound effect before each one, like pressing a button.

Honestly, that audio drama took up most of my time, so I don't have that much else to say on it. Other than I hope you enjoy it!

Misc. Stuff

So, I don't have much for this category, other than a single sketch I did recently. I still thought it was good though, so I'd like to show it off. 

Sketch of an armoured man.

To give a very brief background of this character, I imagined him being a boss in my game. He's the Nameless God, and I imagined him riding around on a giant wyvern.

Once upon a time, he had a name. It was stripped from him once he abandoned his godhood, leaving him to rule over a citadel of wyverns built into a mountain. You fight him on a broken bridge, right outside, just as a storm begins to roll in...
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Quickly, children, gather around. I have a story to tell you today.

A story of hope and despair, of good and bad, of happiness and woe...

... And also, the purity of McDonalds guy and the insidious darkness of Wish.

Yes, I've got a few stories that I'd love to tell you today. I don't have just one, just two, or just three... I've got four whole stories for you today. Two good, and two bad.

So pull up a chair, get some of your favourite beverages and maybe some popcorn, because we're gonna be here for a while as I go off on a tangent. Four whole tangents, mind you.

Also, yes, I know this is all supposed to be fictional. But, instead, I thought I'd market some of my favourite products because... I dunno, sponsorship or something? Honestly I just wanted to talk more about real stuff that's happened instead of making up a story for the heck of it. Take this as my spin on the Personalize subject.

The First Story - Cosplay Buying

"Isn't this technically like... three stories all combined into one?", you ask yourself. "This isn't four stories, is it? It's like seven!"

"No.", I say. "This totally counts as one whole story. Don't worry about it."

When I was a young girl, just... Okay it was like three halloweens ago, it wasn't that long. But I decided, "hey! I'm going to a Halloween party, so I wanna upstage everyone!"... Okay, maybe that isn't the truth either. Maybe I just wanted to be a pretty princess - or I wanted to put a bunch of kids costumes to shame. I don't really know what was going through my head.

Either way, for some reason, my mother obliged me. Do I know why? No. Should she of? Maybe not.

Off of a website named "CosplayMagic", I ordered my fabled costume - Azura, from Fire Emblem Fates. Now, if you know anything about Azura, it's that her costume is quite, well... let's say it's revealing. I'll post a picture below so you get the idea.

Picture of Azura from Fire Emblem Fates.

... Yeah. For some reason, my mom didn't decide to look too hard at my terrible decision. She also decided to order the costume one size larger than I needed, because for some reason, she thought that the measurements on the website would be wrong. Combine these together for a hilariously large dress that, while it covered my legs, didn't do much about that huge slit in the side of it. Now, the costume itself was beautiful, and once I get some more money, I'm very tempted to order a medium and wash/sell the original large dress.

Now, understandably, my mom was a bit miffed when the dress came in. She really didn't expect it to be that revealing (I guess she just didn't look too hard at the picture?) and was disappointed in 13 or 14 year old me for picking that dress. Really, though, I was happy to have it... except for the fact that the dress itself didn't fit. Like, I was swimming in half of it, which I guess is a bit ironic considering the character. Now, keep in mind that cosplays and costumes are an expensive hobby - especially when you're buying online. This dress easily cost us over 100 dollars.

In terms of everything else, the dress was beautiful. It's this nice, thick cotton, which we were both surprised about. This had the upside of making it super warm on Halloween, but the downside of being ungodly heavy. It's just unfortunate to me that the sizing was off, especially because we had to fix it... with safety pins. Yup, my mom safety pinned the back of the dress together so it wouldn't just... fall off of me. I dug up this dress again recently and, as I suspected, it's even bigger on me now. Which is a shame, because I'd love to get it back in working order... it's just more like a blanket on me than a dress.

Overall, my rating of this costume is a 7/10. -1 point for no floofy skirt, and -2 points for not being my size.

The next Halloween, I decided to make this costume thing a tradition. Buying costumes that I like online is much more fulfilling in my eyes than getting some 50 dollar... thing from Spirit Halloween. They're also way cheaper looking for the same price than just... buying something online.

So, for this Halloween, I decided I was gonna change up the formula a bit. I bought a costume of the Doll from Bloodborne, from a different store named "Miccostumes". You'll see them come up later, but for now, here's a picture of the actual costume.


Picture of the Doll from Bloodborne costume.

Now, I actually technically wore this costume three times - once one year with the entire ensemble, the next time at a con, and the third was at a corn maze where I used the dress and bonnet to be some sort of pilgrim. So, points for versatility!

This costume was really rushed on my end, more so because my mom decided to think for two whole weeks on whether or not she wanted to buy the costume. Thankfully, it came in right before Halloween - and I couldn't be more happy with it. It fit me perfectly, with the only thing not fitting being the gloves. But I've got the tiniest hands known to man, so I expected that either way.

The dress itself is made of this really nice velvet, and it was super easy to maneuver in. It was a little long on me, but again, I'm short - I checked the specifications either way on the website, and knew this time around that it would be a bit big height wise. That's fine with me. I really, really loved this costume though, and you can kinda tell if I wore it three times. It's surprisingly comfortable, and I love wearing it whenever the time arises. It also looks exactly like the pictures on the website, which is a rarity for online costumes.

Overall, 9/10 on the costume. -1 for the gloves being too big/the dress being too big lengthwise. Everything else? Perfection.

 

My third costume was my most expensive one up to this point... and also, the most disappointing. I got the costume for one of my favourite characters of all time, Anastasia from Fate/Grand Order, through Miccostumes. It should be noted that Miccostumes also hosts third-party costumes on their website, and this one made by a third party.

 

Picture of Anastasia from Fate/Grand Order.


This costume was actually taken down from their website, and I can imagine why. When I got the dress, it looked perfect - everything was fine, save for the crinoline at the bottom of the skirt. Essentially, it's a ring that's supposed to shape the skirt into a circle... except it had been folded in shipping. Meaning that the skirt itself loved to fold in on itself, especially as I was walking, making it awkward and difficult to move around in. On the rare occasion that I had got it working however, it was really good and easy to move around in.

 

The second problem started appearing with the jewelry attached to the skirt. Now, I knew for a fact getting this that I'd be way too short for it, so I'm not gonna talk about the pearls and how they really can't stand being dragged around on the ground. I knew what I was getting into with that. The problem comes in with those little jewelry pieces, and how badly they're beaded. Which wasn't that hard to fix, I just had to buy my own wiring - except I'm not so good at beading either, which is entirely on me admittedly.

 

On the plus side? This is the first costume I got asked for photos in, and many little kids loved seeing me walk by in the mall. Which is the main reason why I buy these costumes - to walk around in the mall and entertain little kids. I know, I know, it's a little weird, but it's fun! Seeing so many little grins as they walk by "the princess" is great. Makes me feel all special.

 

So, overall, 6/10. The skirt/jewelry really got my mood down about it, but remembering all those smiles leaves it with a nostalgic presence. Even if it was only last year.

 

As for this year? If Halloween is still on... you can bet I'll be buying another costume, even if it's just to entertain myself with.

 

Second Story - Buying on Wish

 

Okay, so, if you know anything about Wish, it's probably that they have really cheap products that don't match their photos. You need only Google "Wish clothing review" and watch the fireworks.

 

You'd be absolutely correct on that assumption though, but my mother and I have made it almost a bimonthly pass time to order some cheap clothes and see how they end up. Entertaining? Oh, you bet. A good purchase? Well... Only if you think cheap, terribly made clothes are somehow a good purchase. I don't really, but I love it for how absurd it gets.

 

The main purchaser of clothing is my mother, but as I end up with practically all of it, I count it as my purchase too. That's how it works, right?

 

... Probably not, but oh well.

 

Either way, unfortunately I don't have any pictures of these clothes. Just imagine them looking like Halloween costumes that your kid complains is itchy and never wears again. That's the sort of quality we're talking about. Obvious frayed seams, or even rips in the clothes, were pretty commonplace. If anything had a decal on it, you can bet it was poorly patched on there. The errors made it almost comical, really.

 

... Do I still wear these clothes?

 

Admittedly... from time to time, yes. Because some of them aren't all that bad, I got a tank top that's really good for summer off of Wish. Do I recommend them, though?

 

No. I give them a 1/10. Even if you're entertained like I am at their utter incompetence, their clothes aren't worth anything.

 

Third Story - Japanese Imports

 

"B-But!" You say, after the first story. "This isn't all one story! It's another three stories in one!"

 

Okay, yes, admittedly it is. But also, let me be proud of my achievements! I spoke Japanese to a decent degree once! ONCE!

 

All jokes aside, my second positive story is just another small collection of stories, this time on all the Japanese imports I've gotten. Yay.

 

My first story is on Mandarake, because I love them with my heart and soul. I've gotten things from them twice, and I'm planning on getting more very soon. Both times, I ended up getting books, more specifically manga, because I like looking at pretty pictures. Also, I got one art book. That's cool too.

 

Mandarake is a used goods store in Japan. They specialize in lots of anime/manga/game-related things, and they have an international store on their website. It's super easy to use, especially because they handle shipping in house instead of through a proxy service. Which is really nice, because proxy services can get... expensive. Like, thirty dollars for two pins and a small manga expensive. Yes, I will be talking about that, but...

 

Either way, when I got my books off of Mandarake, they always came in either on schedule or before. I never had a time where it took over a month for something to come in (as these things are all from Japan, I give them a bit of time). Also, even if it is a used goods store, the quality of the books are really good. Like, you couldn't even tell they weren't brand new. I think the most I found was a little crease in one of the books? That was it, though.

 

As a result of them being used however, they're insanely cheap. Like, I was regularly paying about 400 yen for a 15-20 page manga - which, in a very, very rough conversion, is about 4 or 5 dollars. It's really inexpensive, with the real money coming out with shipping. But, again, I understand that - shipping from Japan to Canada is understandably going to cost more than shipping from the USA, or even China. I'm fine with that though. If it means I'm getting a quality product that I can't buy anywhere else, I'm willing to spend a little more on it. Especially because they make sure to wrap up everything in bubble wrap, and keep the books straight with cardboard.

 

Overall? I give them a 10/10. I didn't think we'd hit levels of perfection, but so far, yep. They're considerably cheap for importing, have a really nice selection of things, and they handle things with care. Of course, they're not that good if you don't have the money for it - but really, this isn't a hobby you should be partaking in if you don't have the proper preparations. 

 

Next up is Japan Crate. Even if they're technically not an import shop and more of a candy shop, I still wanted to talk about them. They ship out monthly boxes of Japanese candies, and I love it. I love most Japanese candy, especially the gum and the Tohato caramel corn. I love Tohato caramel corn, it's like a soft Cheeto but sweet. It's weird. But I like it.

While it might take a while, their packages are always in within 4 weeks of shipping. Which, for Japan + food items? Yeah... that's pretty quick. The only problems I'm having are, well, right now, during COVID-19. Who'd of thought that getting food items from Japan would be hell? Yeah... It's not fun. Their packages actually got sent back to their warehouse due to COVID-19. So, I had to pay an extra 5 dollars USD to ship it back...

On the plus side however, I got a non-expiring 7 USD coupon for their other store, Sugoi Mart, which is much more of a traditional import shop with a lot of Japanese food items and other various things of that nature. So, that's cool! Especially because I've always wanted to buy something from there, the prices are just... a little too much for me.

Over all? 7/10. I love them, but I'm impatient as all hell.

 

Buyee is the third on my list, and a bit of a quick one. They're a proxy service, meaning I can buy Japanese goods through them. It gets sent to their warehouse, then they send it to me. Simple, right?

Yeah, kinda sorta. I'm not gonna get into it, but just... it's costly, gets complicated sometimes, I'm running out of time here so 6/10, I got my stuff on time, just way too damn expensive. Like, 40 dollars for two pins and a small manga (15 pages)
 expensive.

 

Fourth Story - Audio Interface


And, last but not least, my favourite story so far on this list.

The story of
how I obtained my audio interface. Otherwise known as, probably the best story I'll ever tell in a while because of how weird it gets.

So, about... a year or two ago, I really started getting into voice acting. Yes, this ties into my PCP (hey, that's where I got my username from!) and this story I swear.

I decided to make a decently big investment, that being an Audio Technica AT2020 along with the Behringer U-Phoria UMC202HD audio interface. See, the AT2020 is an XLR microphone - meaning it kinda requires a power source to run, and it can't just directly plug in to a computer. So, the audio interface does that, along with interpreting the bits from the microphone into sound on a computer. Yeah, it's complicated, but that's my 6 AM version of it.

Now, the microphone came in just fine, and I still love it to bits. In this case, I was waiting for the little lynchpin of my project - the audio interface - to arrive. I waited patiently at my door, until my mom happily waltzed out of her room and asked me how the interface was working out.

The look on both of our faces as our eyes met, with no interface in sight, was priceless.

Immediately my mother was thrown into a tizzy. Of course, I had told her before this that I would be showing her the interface, as she was quite curious about what it could possibly look like. 


Picture of a Behringer U-Phoria UMC202HD.

Spoiler alert, it's not that overly interesting.

Besides that, I was thrown into panic mode at the words that came from my mother's mouth. "Where is it? Did you take it to your room already?"

No, dear reader, no I had not. For I had been waiting for a good 4 hours at this point thinking the delivery guy was late, a fact which he was quite known for. We both scrambled to get our shoes on, walking outside and seeing no package in sight. So, we checked with our neighbours, who had received a package of ours before.

After a bit of polite but firm interrogation, nothing. So then, we checked the address to where it was delivered - if our house was number 173, block 1001, it said it was delivered to number 137, block 1001.

Okay, fine. We walk over to that house, ring the doorbell, and were greeted with a woman who smelled of cigarette smoke and wasn't that happy to see us. Upon explaining our reasoning for being there, however, her mood lightened. She told us she didn't have our package, and wished us the best of luck.

Now, the only thing we could do was... the most dreadful thing ever.

Calling the delivery service and asking where our package is.

Really, it was a dice roll between some French lady whose accent was so thick you could barely understand her, someone who was clearly busy with five different things and really wasn't paying attention, or someone who was about to fall asleep at their desk from sheer boredom.

Thankfully, this time, we got someone who was actually attentive and listened. They questioned the driver, who said he had delivered it to number 173... block 1000. They also advised that we do not go over there just in case, and that they'd send the driver over there tomorrow to get the package back.

Well, that was pretty depressing news to me. Especially because I knew for a fact that my package had over 100 dollars worth of electronics in it. Like, someone could easily take that and sell it off for a pretty penny. I moped around our house, refusing to do much of anything until my interface had come in.

The time was 7 PM. It was around the summertime, so it was still quite bright out. Yet storm clouds were rolling in, and it threatened to rain.

We heard a car pull up into our driveway. Weird, we weren't expecting anyone. We kinda expected it to either be someone turning around, or doing work on the other neighbour's house.

Nope. He walks out of his van, and fiddles with the gate. In his arms, a box, covered with his jacket to prevent any rain from getting on it.

My mom walks out, and asks him what he needs. He asks if an (insert my name here)
 lives here. She nods, and asks why.

He reveals the package from under his jacket, and hands it to her. He explains that he found it on top of our communal mailbox, and someone had left it there without even bothering to deliver it. He was just getting off work and saw the package, so he decided to deliver it to us so it wouldn't be stolen.

Needless to say, at this point I had walked out onto the deck, and I started thanking him profusely. I told him that I had been waiting for this package all day, and I was very relieved to get it. I asked him if there's anything I could really do for him, and he shook his head. He told me he was just glad that I got the package safely, and that's all he needed. He left after that, and I never saw him again.

I really do hope he's doing okay, and that his kindness went full circle.

On another note, however, do you remember when I mentioned "the McDonalds guy"? Yup, that's this guy. He came up to our door in a McDonalds work outfit. Now, this isn't to say he's some sort of "lower class" - in fact, just by how he acted, I'd say he's the opposite - but it's to illustrate that this guy truly is kind-hearted. He saw a package with electronics on it, protected it from the elements, and proceeded to deliver it, all without wanting any sort of compensation.

I'm not even gonna give a rating on the product, because... that's not the moral of the story. Moral of the story is, be kind to anyone you meet. Even if you don't want to be, it can get you lots of places in life.

I suppose that's the best way I could end this post off with.

Be kind, and you'll go far.

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 As you can tell by the title, I am absolutely informed on this topic. I am so totally a world renowned researcher on this topic.

... No, no I'm not.

But school said I needed "evidence" for my opinion, so here's my evidence, all condensed into a small blog post because I'm lazy and this will be late otherwise.

The Flaws Within A Flawed System

Essentially, this question is asking if I'm comfortable with my human rights being infringed upon by the Canadian government.

My answer to this question is a resounding "Hell no, where did you even get that from, get the hell out of my house."

Who the hell is comfortable with their rights being infringed upon? If I told you that I didn't like your hair colour and I was gonna bypass the law to make it illegal, would you like that? No?

Congratulations, you my friend are 99% of the population.

Sure, the law should exist in rare cases, like some sort of murder cult. Or the mass suicide cult Heaven's Gate. Things that actively harm another human or animal life, or the environment, should be allowed bypass by this law.

But this is the exact bypass that can be used to reenact horrible things. Technically, under this, I could remove all religious rights and send children exclusively to Christian schools. I could force children to speak English and only English, and only allow them to see their parents through a metal fence for two hours every month.

Oh, wait, this was a thing already. That's called a residential school, and I just spoke about my grandmother's story at one in New Denver. She was taken by the Canadian government, thrown into one, and she never came out the same.

Call me offended by the question, call me outraged. But it's an incredibly offensive one to me - like I said, it's essentially asking if I want the government to have the freedom to reenact this.

No, no I don't. But I'm also not stupid enough to say that it should be straight up removed, because that doesn't solve the problem. The notwithstanding clause should be reserved for incredibly rare situations as an emergency option. It should be used only when life is in danger and protected under these laws. It shouldn't be used to ban a goddamn niqāb in Quebec.

Unless used in emergency situations, it should be a vote like a law and enacted like a law, keeping the clause however that it can only be enacted for five years at a time. This should not be an option thrown around in regular conversation, but one reserved for the most dire situations.


Sincerely, a totally legit "researcher" who hates this question.

Sources:

Heaven's Gate - Heaven's Gate
Watchman Fellowship - Heaven's Gate Timeline
Doukhobor Genealogy Website - Schools of the Boundary: The Doukhobor Schools
My grandmother, the greatest source of all (and also a survivor of a residential school)

Game Ideas

Jan. 12th, 2020 08:11 pm
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Here I am, exceedingly late and in a bit of pain. To explain just where my stuff is, well… I was on vacation for most of my break. Like, 26th until the 6th break. With this current week being filled with lots of “oh I’m busy” due to my little vacation, I now have to complete all of this on a Saturday/Sunday combo.


Including that little video I said I’d do. Oh joy. I’ll finish that I swear.


Anyways, game updates! General updates from… oh dear who knows how long it’s been. I don’t know and I’m not counting!

But, yes, I’ve been generally thinking up prototypes and stuff. It’s not the best, but it’s here and it counts.

(Also, just as a note - some of the endings of paragraphs might just be… abrupt. It’s more because I have nothing more to say than anything. This might also have a different look because I copy+pasted it all from Google Docs.)

Game Mechanics


So, lets get the big one out of the way.


These past few months, I finally got to dig into one of my now-favourite games ever, Dark Souls III. In order to summarize just what this game is, I’m gonna link my semi-recent stream of it here.


You get the general gist of the game, right? It looks easier than it is when you’re not playing it yourself, but yeah. It’s a challenging game indeed.


I think, in terms of that, my game would be mechanically similar to Dark Souls III/Bloodborne. Bloodborne is essentially the same thing as Dark Souls III with a few differences, but I don’t have the time to list them out here. Instead, I’m going to link this video
from Snoman Gaming, who does a way better job of comparing the two games (and also explaining them) way better than I ever will.

So, what would I take from these games? What would I leave behind?

Well, for starters, I’d definitely take the Estus system, and mash it together with the Rally system from Bloodborne. Rally being the term they use for, as explained in my little video example, the portion of health you can regain by being aggressive. I like the reliability of the Estus, as you will always have healing, with Rally being the sort of “back-up”. I don’t think my game would have shields or guns, at least in this stage. More so because as I figure out which way to go with it, I’ll decide on the general direction. I don’t think I’d keep the parry system though - or if I did, make it a bit easier to understand. Because personally, I want my game to be challenging but fair, and for it not to require countless hours of level grinding.

In terms of pacing, which is not something the video mentioned, I think I would go more like Bloodborne. When I say pacing, I mean the general flow of the game - is it a slow game, or a fast one? I always liked the pace Bloodborne set, being that it focused more on dodging than blocking.

I’d also keep the really cool way that levels link up to one another, except I’d take it a step further. Making a connected world with few exceptions sounds… really cool to me? Like if I had the budget, making a big kingdom with differing interconnecting landscapes would be neat. Since this is my planning phase, I’ve got all the budget in the world (except I don’t, but we don’t talk about that), so that would be ideally what I do.

I’d also keep the magic system, but instead of faith, intelligence, miracles, and whatnot, it would be divided into two categories - light magic, and dark magic. Both would have various spells, and all bosses would be categorized as either “light-oriented” or “dark-oriented”. If they’re light-oriented, you bring dark magic. Same thing for the reverse. Light magic would have things like healing included in the offensive mix, with dark magic adding in offence/defence buffs to the character kit.

I don’t know… much else, yet, more so because I personally haven’t gotten all of my ideas together. Except...

I think I’d add a punishment system for various actions that are against the game system, like killing innocent NPCs or things like that. Not exactly sure what else, but I think this would be called “Anathema”. It’s a value you’d only see on your character’s stat sheet, and each time it goes up, it would “curse” you. I think that each time you’re cursed, your HP permanently goes down until you absolve this Anathema.

How, you ask? Well, if you killed an NPC, I think there would be an area right outside of the main hub (a cathedral which I will get into), which contains a graveyard. You would have to pray in front of their graves to absolve your sins. Perhaps there is an altar in the graveyard you can pray to as well? Who knows.

Either way, don’t kill the innocent. Just don’t.

Locations / Characters

On the topic of graveyards, NPCs and the like, let’s talk about locations/characters! I’ve lumped them into one category for the sake of my sanity.

In terms of locations, as I have mentioned before, I picture the main ‘hub’ to be a cathedral. I nicknamed it the Cathedral of the Seraphim, and it’s your main access point to various areas. Imagine, if you will, various places all leading back to the cathedral. After trekking through a dangerous forest, you unlock the cathedral’s garden gate. Old catacombs filled with lurking beasts takes you to an underground passage, and into one of the locked cathedral rooms. Things like that, I think, would be really cool.

They don’t overly play around with that in Dark Souls 3 and Bloodborne, unfortunately. But I think it would be really cool to play around with.

In terms of actual places though outside of the cathedral, the main place would obviously be Milyra. AKA the kingdom this is all set in. Other locations I’d personally like to see are the wyvern citadel (a bunch of dragons!!! Dragon boss!!!), Giddane (it’s a snowier city of Milyra with another giant cathedral! I like cathedrals okay), and just… there’s too many to name and not enough time. Also, Reverie, an old kingdom covered by snow as well… but it’s all pretty much ruins. Which would be neat, I think.

In terms of level design, I’d definitely go with something open. I always hate the areas in Souls games where you’re stuck in some cramped hall with ten enemies right in front of you. I wouldn’t make them overly open, though, because then you’re stuck with an empty level in most cases. Instead, I’d try and strike a balance between the two, y’know?

Either way, onto characters!

Gonna tie in real quick to the part about what I’d take from the Souls series, I think I’d have a level-up lady too. Except here, she’s the high priestess of this hub area, fittingly named High Priestess Marianne. I don’t have much of an idea of her personality yet, but I think she’s the kinda typical kind woman who helps you on your journey, y’know?

… And also might be the final boss. Yep, the level lady turns on you, uses all of the stuff you’ve been collecting for her, and ascends to become a demon lord. I thought it would be a cool twist on the formula.

I’m not so sure what the collectables would be yet, but I’ve also had the idea for a trader named Liliana. She’ll trade all of the stuff you get for other things - like the collectables obtained from bosses for various other items, making a sort of “trade chain”. Which is pretty neat. I also don’t overly have a personality for her yet, but I thought that the things you’d get from the bosses are… their eyes. Because Liliana is blind. You’re kinda trying to comfort her in a weird, Lovecraftian way.

Speaking of bosses, I’ve had… a few ideas? In Giddane, I had the theory that the Cathedral would be a sort of “boss gauntlet” with lots of rewards… but ever harder bosses. Thus, the area isn’t supposed to be completed all right away, but you’re supposed to keep picking at it in between the main areas. The first five bosses are various people named the Apostles, with their master at the end being the Priestess Queen Freja. Also a dragon boss would be cool. Maybe some sort of boss that starts as a human, but turns into a dragon half-way? I dunno, seems like a really memorable boss though.

Which brings me to my next point - memorability. I think, if I actually did make this a game, I’d want time to mull over everything. I want it to be a memorable experience, so you’re not left sitting there, trying desperately to remember what just happened. I feel like too many games these days have that sort of factor… You don’t remember anything about the experience you just had.

Which is why I want my locations, my characters, my bosses, my everything to be memorable, to both the seasoned player and the newbie.

Art WIPS / Music

Okay so honestly, I didn’t do much art over the year, especially relevant stuff. But I’ll try my best to retrieve things I think are relevant.

Before I do that though, I’ve got one honourable mention here! That being my friend Loki, who produces music. He’s cool. He also made a song that I’d like to talk about, regarding one of the characters who also has… an art reference! Nice.

The song is named Sweet, and you can listen to it right here.

As for art, I’m just gonna start off with the stuff I have on my computer and branch out to whatever is on my iPad.

Picture of stars.

Okay this is more one I wanted to show off for fun, but it’s a simple star background I made. I also made a flipped version where the stars are on the top, but it really doesn’t matter. It’s a placeholder background meant for the menu of a visual novel I’m working on with my friends. Which I would’ve talked about, but all of us convening on a single thing for my schoolwork is a bit too difficult.

Sketch of a city at dawn.

This one, like the one next, is also a rough sketch of a general background for the visual novel. Which is set in Milyra, the same location as this game, so it still counts and nobody can convince me otherwise. It was just a random sketch of a balcony, so yeah. Maybe you’d pick up an item there or something.

Sketch of a bedroom.

This time, we’ve got a bedroom! I always imagined the cathedral would have rooms, and this would be one of many. This one belongs to, well… Ciana. She got the theme because she’s in the visual novel, but yeah. In terms of how you’d find her, I think you’d end up rescuing her from some sort of bad situation. She moves herself in, complete with her wheelchair and all.

Sketch of an angel.

Well hey, I’ve got some pencil sketches too! This one is an older one of a character who I think would make a really neat boss, Asclepius. He’s nicknamed the “Three-Winged Angel”, because he’s got three wings, and he’s missing a foot. Whoops. Also, not pictured is Baphomet, his familiar. So it’s essentially two people against one, so… fun?



Here’s a sketch of Ciana, which I won’t go too much into because… it’s just her. Probably what she looks like in her room.



Well, hey, here’s the last mention of Ciana. Flanked by her ‘guard’, who we’ll nickname Ami, I think this is where she’d become a full-on boss. I don’t know which location they’d be in, probably the ruined Reverian castle. Once you enter Reverie though, Ciana would disappear from her room, complete with a Gehrman cutscene-esque entrance of her standing up from her wheelchair. I think it would be a fun boss fight, personally, and it would almost remind me of the fight against Ornstein and Smough.



Onto another NPC, but this time… not a boss or anything. Vivian here would be one of the teachers of light magic. AKA you’d buy spells from her. As a character, Vivian herself is… a nice lady, who used to serve a king. In fact, she served him so well she became queen, until they were thrown out by a rebellion lead by a country they were at war with. Now she’s hiding in the cathedral and selling spells.



Okay, so… this is an extra bit. This is my most recent sketch, and I’m… kinda proud of it? More so of the sword and how cool that looks but yeah. No comment regarding story here.

Final Words

Well… that was one hell of a writing exercise.

I’d just like to take a moment to list off my inspirations. In the story department, the works of HP Lovecraft, Shouzou Kaga, Kinoko Nasu, Sir Thomas Malory, and all of the various myths of old I enjoy so much.

In the art department, the artists who were involved in the Bloodborne/Dark Souls III artbooks, lack, Melka, Itsuki, Cotetsu Yamanaka, and Shirow Miwa. All links will be in the sources part, with appropriate warnings if necessary.



Sources

In order of appearance:

Snoman Gaming - Bloodborne vs. Dark Souls 3

Zachary Wright (TrickyLOKI) - Sweet

Myyrs - Bloodborne - Gehrman joins the hunt cutscene

Boss Fight Database - Dark Souls: Ornstein and Smough Boss Fight

Bloodborne Artbook - Hunter’s Dream painting


All other assets are my own.

Links to artists mentioned:


lack - Pixiv

Melka - Pixiv

(NSFW Warning) Itsuki - Pixiv

(NSFW Warning) Cotetsu Yamanaka - Twitter

(NSFW Warning) Shirow Miwa - Twitter

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Oh, Sigurd, you and your two murderous wives you. This was honestly one of the more entertaining reads, and I had a lot of fun with it. I still remember trying to draw the trenches with one of my tutors, where we were trying to figure out how Sigurd drained the blood from Fafnir safely. It was weird. It was fun. It was a "what am I doing with my life, drawing straight lines on a whiteboard?" moment.

So, now, I have to tell the story of Mr. Forgets His Wife. Which, thankfully, is a lot more tame in comparison to the Epic of Gilgamesh. It's still a bloody massacre though, considering it's a viking tale that has been passed down through the generations.

Now, let's get right into it, shall we?

Sigurd the Völsung


Sigurd is born to Hiordis, the wife of Sigmund. They have their own story, and no, we're not getting into it. After Sigmund dies via poisoning by his other wife, (what is it with this family and wives?!) Hiordis is sent to live with King Elf of Denmark.

Yes, his name is King Elf.

Sigurd ends up being raised by Regin, a cunning, weird old guy who has a vendetta against a dragon named Fafnir. When he's old enough, Sigurd requests a horse from King Elf, who lets him pick the one he likes best. He picks one, and names it Grani. Upon getting the horse, Regin takes it upon himself to pester Sigurd into fighting Fafnir. Like, all the time. I bet you that he was randomly popping out of bushes as Sigurd was walking along, yelling "SLAY THE DRAGON SIGURD!!!" and then disappearing like this was no big deal.

Am I drawing some lines already between the loveable jerk Merlin and not-so-loveable jerk Regin? Yes, yes I am. Merlin is still the superior weird old man though.

Anyways, Regin finally explains that Fafnir has a hoard of cursed gold, and that said gold was once Regins. To top it off, apparently Fafnir was once human AND Regin and Fafnir are brothers! Yay. Sigurd finally cracks and agrees, and Regin forges him a sword. Sigurd proceeds to break the sword, where this whole song and dance goes on two more times before Sigurd finally produces the pieces of Odin's sword, which he inherited from his father. Regin forges a mighty sword from these fragments, named 'Gram' by Sigurd.

Now, Sigurd begins his quest, going up to a pond where Fafnir drinks from. In the version I read, Sigurd digs a bunch of trenches at Regin's word, who says that his blood is toxic to humans. Fafnir wanders up for a stroll, where he is promptly killed by Sigurd and his blood filtered into the trenches. Sigurd proceeds to roast Fafnir's heart for Regin, accidentally burning his finger. He sticks it in his mouth, tasting Fafnir's blood and proceeding to... understand the language of animals.

Yeah, okay.

So, the animals tell Sigurd that Regin, who is currently doing... whatever, is planning to kill him and take Fafnir's gold. Which was one half of the original plan, but still. Sigurd ends up killing Regin, taking the roasted heart and taking a bite out of it. Ew. That also begs the question though, what does roasted dragon heart taste like?? Who knows.

He takes Fafnir's gold as well during the whole debacle. He begins his journey home, noticing a fire upon the slopes of Hindfell. He takes a detour, RIDING INTO THE FIRE LIKE AN IDIOT, and somehow ends up unharmed during this entire thing. He finds a sleeping maiden, Brynhild, who says that she is a valkyrie unto Odin. Odin ended up dropping her off there after she disobeyed him, and Sigurd finds that hot. Sigurd and Brynhild pledge themselves to each other in the blink of an eye, exchanging rings.

Yes, they pretty much just got married in the first five minutes of meeting each other. Or, at least, they promise to marry each other.

After this whole debacle, Sigurd arrives at the court of King Gjuki, the father of the lovely lady Gudrun, along with her three brothers Gunnar, Högni and Guthorm. His wife, the Queen Grimhild (she has a very fitting name all things considered), gives Sigurd a potion so he forgets Brynhild, instead marrying their daughter. After this, Sigurd, Gunnar and Högni swear a blood oath, pledging loyalty to one another. 

Meanwhile, Grimhild convinces Gunnar to marry Brynhild, and Brynhild's family agrees to this. But, Brynhild will only marry Gunnar if he can cross the fire that surrounds her castle, AKA she just really wants Sigurd. Gunnar comes up with an ingenious plan, convincing Sigurd to go across the fire for him (as Gunnar himself is unworthy). They switch forms with a spell that Grimhild came up with and taught to Gunnar, and so Sigurd rides forth once more.

... Grimhild, at this point, is seeming like some magical key to fixing everything. But eeeevil.

By John Charles Dollman - Wilmot-Buxton, Ethel Mary. 1909. Stories of Norse Heroes from the Eddas and Sagas. Thomas Y. Crowell. Page 200. Digitized version from the Internet Archive, available at https://archive.org/details/storiesofnorsehe00wilm2., Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=5250474

Sigurd, dressed as Gunnar, crosses the wall of flames to Brynhild's surprise. She thought that nobody but Sigurd could cross it, but alas... only Sigurd was able to cross it! Except this is totally 'Gunnar', so. yeah. 'Gunnar' then proceeds to lay with Brynhild for three nights with... a sword placed between them? What, is Brynhild gonna viciously stab 'Gunnar' a multitude of times if he tries to cuddle with her?

This... actually seems very in character for Brynhild. Huh.

Brynhild and Gunnar, along with Sigurd and Gudrun, proceed to marry on the same day. My Big Fat Norse Wedding was apparently a very popular show back in those days.

One day, Brynhild and Gudrun get into an argument while... bathing in the river. Okay then! They fight about whose husband is the noblest, fairest prince of them all. Gudrun, like an idiot, then proceeds to taunt Brynhild by fessing up that she was tricked, and that Sigurd was actually the one who rode through the flames and laid with her. Brynhild is furious, and she wants revenge. Not on Gunnar for being the one who got Sigurd to do the job, she... actually isn't mad at him at all, but she's sure as hell pissed at Sigurd.

Sigurd actually ends up talking to her about this whole thing, telling her that his memory was wiped and him and Brynhild confess their undying love to each other. He actually offers to divorce Gudrun for her! But, Brynhild says no, leaving him and going back to her husband. So, Brynhild asks her husband, "Gunnar, will you pretty please with a cherry on top kill Sigurd?"

Gunnar cannot do this. Blood pacts are powerful. That's what caused those guys in Dark Souls 3 to make a fight club where they constantly killed each other, right?

Anyways, Gunnar instead gets Guthorm to do it, because he never swore the blood pact to Sigurd. Guthorm eats... wolf flesh, making him suddenly more courageous to go kill Sigurd. Did he get rabies from it or something?

Guthorm stabs Sigurd as he is sleeping, Sigurd promptly waking up and somehow having the strength to grab his blade and murder Guthorm. Sigurd assures Gudrun that he was always loyal to Gunnar, and... dies.

RIP Sigurd, you were an icon.

Anyways, Brynhild feels bad and, in my personal favourite telling of this tale, throws herself onto Sigurd's funeral pyre so they can burn together.

Charles Ernest Butler [Public domain]

That's metal as all hell.

But, that's the end of it all.

I'm also kinda running out of time here, so there's no "how did this inspire me?" Just have fun with this beautiful piece of literature.

Sources

1. My memory (and the book I have at home, I can't remember the name of it I'm so sorry. It was like... Norse Myths or something?)
2. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sigurd#Völsunga_saga 
3. http://www.gutenberg.org/files/13486/13486-h/13486-h.htm 
4. Image #1 - https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Sigurd_and_Gunnar_at_the_Fire_by_J._C._Dollman.jpg
5. Image #2 - commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Sigurd_and_Brynhild,_C._Butler_1909.jpg
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 A fitting introduction to our story is the most popular character herself, Eira.

If I ran a popularity poll of all my characters, most of them would be a "who the hell is this person?", but Eira would be at the top. She's the one everyone knows, and if you ever find any of my social media other than this blog, you'll find she's my de-facto mascot. Unfortunately, I didn't find her art to be quite fitting for this blog's icon.

So, who is she? What are her origins?

Here's the basics. Eira is the Mage Knight Commander of Milyra. AKA, she's a mage combined with a knight, and she commands the Mage Knights. She's got some of the best magical capabilities on the continent, and many people seek her out to study under her as a student.

She actually started out as a Fire Emblem custom character named Mizu. Oh, how times have changed... But she still has her roots there. If you google "Camus archetype", you'll see a lot of similarities. But now she's completely different, so that's always fun.

What's her personality like?

Eira is cold, calculating, uncaring, and quite the harsh commander. But, this is all a front she puts up in order to push people away. In actuality, she cares quite a bit about the Mage Knights, especially her students, who she hand-picks from hundreds of applicants. After some good old-fashioned childhood trauma backstory, she finds it hard to trust people and actually become friends with them. So she puts up the whole cold persona so people stay away from her.

Also, she's pretty intelligent. She figured out so many things before even her counterpart, the Knight Commander Roman. Her intellect actually ends up being her downfall, but we'll get to that... later.

What's her backstory?

I'm gonna go over the basics because it is currently 1 AM as of writing this and god do I not wanna go into that right now. (Update: it is now 10 PM on another day but you can still tell I am tired)

So, Eira and her younger sister were born. Shortly after the birth of her younger sister, her father ends up going AWOL. When she's about seven, her mother ends up dying of disease. Her sister is put up for adoption and separated from Eira, who is found to have an overwhelming aptitude with magic. Her sister had no such luck.

She trains with two mages, the first a talented tutor named Eva. The second being the (at the time) Mage Knight Commander, Damien. He ends up selecting her to become his heir, as it turns out, he actually knew her mother. Kinda the main reason he even chose to teach her. So, Damien teaches her everything he knows, and she succeeds him as Mage Knight Commander.

Eira does a pretty good job at it. She ends up marrying a man named Ezra, but it isn't out of love - she met him during her training, and he wanted to become a Milyrian knight. There's a pretty strict rule in place where knights must be citizens of Milyra, and in order for him to become a citizen, Eira offers to marry him. She's in love with the other Knight Commander, Roman, though.

Also she has two students, Laurence and Marx. Like Damien before her, she's teaching them all she knows. Marx is the one appointed to be her heir at Laurence's request, as he felt he couldn't be the leader.

But, as said before, Eira had quite the keen intellect. She figured out that the religious sect in the country, the Church of Kithir, was experimenting on the populace with treatments that had never been tested before. When the King of Milyra, King Corrois, and the High Priestess of Kithir, Queen Freja, found out that she knew, she was promptly executed.

Yeah, that's grim. So let's lighten the mood a little.

Anything else?

Here's the classic Eira joke. She's the type of character to pull into McDonalds with her students in the back of the car, with them all screaming, "MCDONALDS! MCDONALDS! MCDONALDS!" All she orders is a small black coffee to the disappointment of everyone else. None of them like straight black coffee. No child wants black coffee from McDonalds.

That's how I first introduced her character to my friends. She then proceeded to get about 5 pieces of fanart and now everyone loves her. Also, if you got that reference, congratulations. You get internet points!

But yeah, that's my really quick tl;dr about Eira. I'll post a few... soon? Within the hour I have left of Monday I suppose?
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 Hey there.

When my tutor and I were talking about the story of Sigurd and Fafnir, we had a little debate. A tl;dr of the story we need to know is that Sigurd digs some pits and kills the dragon. We wondered how he exactly did it, with the myth being vague and all.

So, yesterday I decided to start a little experiment based on it, giving people a vague story and asking them to draw their own conclusions. Here's what happened.

First, I wrote the story. Keep in mind this only took an hour, and god no it is not my best work. It's rushed and I kinda regret it? Oh well. I tried, that's what matters. It's vague, like the story of Sigurd and Fafnir, and you are supposed to draw your own conclusions. I think it's a little too short, but I needed to get it out before my deadline.

Second, I let my tutor read through it and answer the questions, along with posting it to a friend, my classmates, and most interestingly? Reddit!

Most people got a little confused by it. That's okay. One person kinda just commented "you never told me this stuff!!" so I threw out the response as it offered... no data. Another person gave me unwanted criticism and it hurt my feelings some. For a moment, I debated if I should continue writing. Then... I realized that person doesn't understand my situation. They were just trying to help, even if it was unwanted and hurtful in the end. 

So far there are 8 responses. All of them were pretty interesting to say the least, and they'll all be counted up tomorrow. 
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Oh god oh no

I forgot this even existed for a while.

But yeah, hey there. I haven't done any work because I am very forgetful. I think we all know this by now.

To make up for it, today I'll be working on a few character profiles. Part 2 of the inspirations is still in the works, but I might just split it into three parts to lessen the work load. We'll see.

I like the blog format for my PCP, though. It's a lot better than writing out documents upon documents. This way, you can just comment on a post and give me advice. Or just look at the posts and not be overwhelmed by all the stuff.

Yeah. I word good.

Anyways, gotta get to work now. See you soon!
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Hey there.

Am I late? Yes.

Was I busy? Yes.

Am I currently sitting in a cafe writing this blog post because I forgot? Yes.

What's the progress report? Oh god help me I haven't really worked on this stuff. I've been in the process of researching for my Inspirations Part 2 post and writing that up. To give an idea, it's a post about mythology inspirations and gives a tl;dr version of the myths themselves. I should... really make Youtube videos about two of them.

Also have two posts in the works about the actual story. Knowing me they're gonna stay as drafts for a while, but oh well. One is a character profile (I should probably work on multiple) and one about the locations in the story.

This blog is pretty much my Personal Challenge Project now, you can fight me.
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Hey there. Here's my first inspiration related post - a playlist. I don't feel a need to go too in depth here, just some songs that I really like and inspired my writing. Cannot guarantee that these songs are necessarily "school appropriate", but oh well. I'll try to keep it to a max three songs per band (because I just really like some bands).

Some songs may have an explanation beneath them of what character/thing they inspired. Some won't. Oh well.

Avenged Sevenfold - The Beast and the Harlot

Avenged Sevenfold - Angels

Song which gave lots of inspiration for the character Ciar.

Aviators - Here Comes the Ravens

Song which gave lots of inspiration for the character Eira.

Aviators - Oblivion

Song that perfectly describes one of the events within the story, called the "Moonlit Village".

Aviators - Paralyzed

Song which gave lots of inspiration for the character Enkidu.

BELZEBUBS - Cathedrals of Mourning

Blind Guardian - Wheel of Time

Song which gave lots of inspiration for the character Tiamat.

Blind Guardian - Mordred's Song

Song which gave lots of inspiration for the character Mordred... As to be expected from "Mordred's Song".

Blind Guardian - The Holy Grail

GHOST - The Chattering Lack of Common Sense

Haken - Cockroach King

Judas Priest - Traitor's Gate

Pantera - Walk

Pantera - Cowboys from Hell

Pantera - Cemetery Gates

Parkway Drive - The River

Song which gave lots of inspiration for the character Sword.

Stone Sour - Threadbare

Stone Sour - Cold Reader

Song which gave lots of inspiration for the character Cadoc.

Tool - The Pot

Trivium - Shogun

Song which also gave lots of inspiration for the character Sword.

And here is a playlist version of all these songs, in order. Also includes some honourable mentions at the bottom, which simply weren't mentioned due to the rules or just running out of space in the list. Otherwise known as "wow I really like Aviators way too much don't I"

I'm hoping my next post will either be Part 2 to this post, which is a pretty long one, or a location/character profile.
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Hey there. It's my first post, yay!

Wanted to make this post to explain a few things, such as a general update schedule, why I've got this name, what it's purpose is, things like that.

First off, my name. "pcp_apocrypha" seems like a pretty random name, huh? Well, the first part, "PCP" stands for "Personal Challenge Project". I'll get more into that later. "Apocrypha" means, according to Google, "biblical or related writings not forming part of the accepted canon of Scripture." or "writings or reports not considered genuine." I more chose this word because I like the ring of it, but also because my PCP details a version of my story that could be considered not canon - a smaller version of a much bigger tale.

Two, what's a PCP? This question is more for those just stumbling onto my blog. A Personal Challenge Project is, well, a project that I get to design for my school. A... self design, if you will. This blog itself is meant to give a little more insight into my thinking process for said project.

Three, what's the update schedule looking like? Well, I'm planning to at least have a progress update every Monday. These general posts will be whenever I feel like it, and to give the blog much more content than just "5% complete, I did a thing" posts.

Four, what can we expect to see in those random posts? Well, things like inspirations or writing pieces not related to the project itself. Maybe also my planning process, how I name characters, concept art, etc. Really just depends on what I wanna post.

That's it for now, however. My next post, I'm hoping, is gonna be about my inspirations.
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